Author: Shyla Shehan

  • Self Portrait with Modern Man

    Self Portrait with Modern Man

    “In line for a number but you don’t understand.” Arcade Fire act one: we wake once again with opposable thumbsfumble with the pickets and prescriptive linesrearrange the display for passers-bywho are too dumb or too drunk on necessitywe’re given a gift but we’re wasted, so we waste it act two: we look in the mirror…

  • Cure for the Common Equation

    Cure for the Common Equation

    I swallowed heaping teaspoonsof forgets-where-it-has-beenand stacked little orange bottles fullof does-not-know-where-it-is-goingon the grey marbled kitchen counterfor tomorrow. Neither were expected to have an affecton my current conditionwhich I was certain had no earthy cure.The mind is a well oiled,finely tuned machinedesigned to want to solve for X. Solutions require removing variables.Hence these two.These tooare being…

  • Concourse B

    Concourse B

    I stare down a mirrored polished hallfrom a seat at gate 25 in Concourse B—space that harbors all the emptiness of blank paper.My eyes close around a thought as the mind rewinds.There was a crack in the pavementI tripped on once. The sidewalk goes onand on and we walk side by side or alone. There…

  • finding the river

    finding the river

    Yesterday I was outside myself watching at water’s edge,wanting to know dark knotted wood, snarled heartof split oak, a pliable tangle of maple and birch bleachedon the bank—set free by nature’s rage. My eyes grippedthe storm. Something mystical happens in a turbulent river—rush of sediment over rocks, driftwood pieces rippedfrom resting places collide, tumble end…

  • Trapped In Line

    Trapped In Line

    She had no voice of her own to lick the woundsof her offspring—sprung off and over the cliff.One by one, like lemmings, they follow in line behind a leader who found their place behindsomeone else who learned as much as anyonehow to play a game from those who came before. And someone else before that,…