Author: Andrew Dugan
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Self-Directed
We think / we’re much older now, / but we’re not. Whisper sweet nothings / while our tongues flick, / flick in our ears. Ask: What happens when you say it / out loud? Say: I want you to know / something. Ask: Is that love? / Say: I want you to feel / a…
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Bird of Prey
Waxwing, he said. / Dad said. / At the window. / In the kitchen. / Mom came running. / My spoon hung / in my Cheerios. / He said it with such urgency. / He was not, / is not, an urgent man. / What is a waxwing? / I thought it was some new…
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Letter to the Slaughtered Animal in my Recurring Dream, as Deli Meat
I found a rainbow inside you, Mr. Pig, cutting pieces very thin. I put a few slices on white bread where I could see the colors better. Then I ate you— consumed the rainbow, turned it into clouds, like shale, that rain dust and hair. The dust is dandruff— it combusts through the atmosphere. Not…
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Mother at Home
Off the bus from school, / the picture window’s curtain is drawn. / So, you’re there on the couch. / I can hear the sound of soft moaning / before I go in. Say: I’m home. Hello. Goodbye. Ask: Can I tell you that I’m sick, / because sick / is what you are? /…
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Hope is a Thing with Cuts
Ask: When mother says wound / is it code for another one? / Say: I can’t even bring myself / to say the word. / I say injury. / Ask: Is wound the tear / that won’t ever really heal? / What’s missing now? Say: Another / piece. Another bandage / to cover over. /…